a poorly written essay on operant conditioning

After battling a psyche that simultaneously thinks like Albert Camus, Marie Antoinette, and Buddha, I struck up a written conversation with myself about the presence of compulsive psychosis and it’s visits between my conscious and unconscious mind. Can I undo the footprints left by negative and misunderstood influences in my more vulnerable ages? Should anyone attempt to erase cognitive development or is there a more appropriate approach to understanding the conditioned mind (intellect VS. zen of mind)? This is my journaled-essay on exploring and challenging the ego.